You won't like me when I'm angry....

I am sooooo pissed I feel like I can rip somone's head off thier spine!!! Ok maybe not, cause I would have to be like she Hulk for that, but I am pretty close to it right now! Ughhhh I hate this, it's so stupid and imature and I hate that these things are even problems, and all though this is where I am supposed to vent, I still can't vent fully. By the way I woke up this morning with my hair looking like something out of a Tim Burton movie! BWWWWAAAAA I'm so mad I could scream. No one even cares to notice. I hate being socially removed!!! This is my attempt to take a pictuer of what my hair looks like.... plus you can see how short it is. Don't mind the blanket, I look horrible in the morning, I didn't want to subject anyone to unnecessary horrors so early in the day.

A new ..... EVERYTHING!

We did it!! I am now a happily married woman. It's weird because I didn't think it was going to change anything, but I think it has. I think we are happier as a couple. Maybe cause we made an official decision to be together forever. I think we both feel that the other will take the vows as seriously as we do for ourselves. I don't know but I am happy. I also chopped my hair off.... drastic change. The hairstylist kept asking me if I was sure I wanted to cut it all off, after much reassuring she proceeded to ask me if I wanted to keep the fallen hair.... NO I replied if I was going to keep it, it would have stayed on my head. Anyway I do love the freedom of the short hair, and the cut looks amazing. My only problem is that it looked better the day I got it, maintaining that look seems to be a challenge. The back is sort of short and I can't see it when I try to straighten it, and I am petrified of burning myself with the in-styler, so I am not really doing the best job back there. The AC in the car decided to quit and it's like record breaking hot over here, so the frizz is not my friend right now. I totally want to get the Brazilian blowout!!! I can't wait for my hairdresser to learn how to do it!! Oh and by the by we are moving into a new place at that.... so this week has been a good week for me. I forgot to mention I got over my fear of singing karaoke in front of strangers on Thursday. It was fun, I want to do it again!!
Ciao bitches till next post.

Here comes the bride... and other idiotic rantings

This night will be filled with posts I think. What a big day tomorrow. I am getting married!! Someone at work asked me today if I was excited about it.... and I honeslty thought about it and answered "NO". Why? might you ask? Well June 24th marks our 5 year anniversary since we started dating and it's the perfect day to seal the deal so to speak. But the commitment that you accept when you get married has already been done. We have been living in "sin" 6 months into our relationship and we have 2 beautiful kids at that. We have been through ups and downs like no other roller coaster, but we've made it. Getting married tomorrow is only making it all official. We have already taken this step we just don't have a piece of paper to prove it. Now don't get me wrong it is still a huge step. Being with someone and being legally married to someone is completley different. But I know that we are going to make it. Watch... your totally gonna see a post later about how I got stood up at the altar..... just cause I said that! Either way it's gonna be a big day in my life and I am appropriatly excited for this. By the by... I am also chopping all of my hair off!! I have really long hair... not like a hippie, sweep the floor with my massive horse mane... but pretty long either way. You'll see the before and after pictures. I can't wait to see how it comes out!

Bored + You Tube = Fun

When your bored as hell, you tube is your friend!! You find the most amazing things. I think I will be sharing plenty of these finds with you all.... hope you don't mind. This one has to be one of my favorites and I love it so much. I love all kinds of music genres... I seriously do, and can always appreciate instrumental music, even sometimes more than songs with lyrics. So enjoy all.....

Intro to Blogging

Welcome to the exciting world of blogging. Wait that should have ended in an exclamation point shouldn't it? Oh well I created this site to share, scare, entertain and annoy..... so ENJOY!